Puzzled

 

 It's been forever since I last stared at someone of my opposite sex. I normally get attached to PLU but this time it's different. 

I'm in a state of fear not just for my family but for her. I don't want to disappoint her but this is who I am. Can she live with it? Will she accept me for who I am?

I'm not getting any younger and I am very much open to the idea of having a family of my own. But how about Bear?

Not now! Not now! I can't be involved with both sexes at the same time.

I texted her last night.. "I will never be the perfect guy for you. You deserve someone better than me.."

I got a response: "I'm puzzled. What's going on?"

I wish I can say it straight to her face. Will she accept me? I don't know.