Get Me A Fuckin' Life

I have this coworker and let's call him John Lloyd Cruz since he's a die hard fan of the actor LoLx.

Going back, he always tries to piss me off whenever there's an opportunity, which is fine i'm a good sport anyway so his "jokes" doesn't really hit me at all--It just make me cry out loud.

But earlier today while I was doing my task JL's joke "Get-A-Life Brian!!!" just kept on playing in my mind like an LSS.

Honestly the "LSS" triggered me to question myself: "Don't I Have A Life?"

Don't get me wrong I am not upset with John Lloyd. He's one of the coolest and nicest person I know in our team but I guess I just needed to hear the HARD-TRUTH from his joke.

With how things are going
with my supposed "relationship" with bear who will not be sad-faced.

Was it my conscience bugging me?
I know I was never a perfect mate for bear and I know that bear does not deserve to be with someone like me.

Yes I need a life I know, but is it gonna be a life full of deception and hatred? Or a life where we both are happy and contented?

Gail said the problem is NOT bear but ME! For now I will keep (kill) myself preoccupied with my work..work..and work until I get the answers to my questions.

Off to bed night!

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