Infatuation

I think I am, *fuck!* I hate this feeling! I don't know where to begin sorry. It started when this asshole shared his pain about the relationship he is involved right now. I saw the other side of him that no one really knows, and i'm honored.

I don't want to celebrate this feeling but there were times when i'm alone and I would laugh out loud thinking about this person.. fuck, fuck..

I hate this feeling, I don't want this, seriously, I mean I am involved with another person and my relationship with this other person is gravely affected!

I have to stop this madness because I know i'm headed to a dead end road.